About 3 years ago I heard a speaker offer his opinion of God's love for us. He mentioned that God pursues us everyday, interrupting our thoughts, in hopes of gaining our attention. He said I am God's desire, I am the object of God's affection and I can bring delight to the universe creator. I was drawn in by this possiblity. My spiritual pursuit was to prove that man right; my soul needed to be chased and filled by God, my heart needed to be healed by God and my head desire His peace.
In short this journey has been answered in many ways; through scripture, additional readings and through prayer. God has assured me numerous times that I am his. God tells me I am never alone that he is always with me and God begs for every ounce of my heart, mind and body.
I am now (again) validated. My desire to know and hope in my Heavenly Father is satisfied on a deeper level. Read "Captivated" by John and Stasi Eldridge and tell me your reaction. I am in awe that the King of Kings is so passionately interested in my heart that he pursues me with jealousy. He is in love with me. I melt His heart with my smile.
Let me breathe this in. I have lived this. I have felt this. Today I have the words to explain it.
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