I review the significance of my journey; searching for purpose, validation, understanding and acceptance. Hope stands with great intimidation before me and I clutch it mightily only to let go of it during times terror. Healing comes after the waves of my ferocious reality. God leaves the healing of my soul complete as He searches the open areas of my heart in effort to wash clean the stains I have based my identity on.
I find consistently that only one thing remains true. One thing stays unwavering. There is one thing doesn't deplete, threaten or confuse me; My Heavenly Father. The greatest and yet the simplest thing I have learned to stand on is that God loves me. My Heavenly Father has allowed our relationship to be redefined. He and I are creating from scratch a new foundation; one that is withholding the most terrorizing of my storms. His love captivates all of me. He has paid the price for my future and my PAST.
The darkest clouds of this journey are lined in the silver blaze of Christ, not whom I meet after walking through the storm but who stands in the midst of it with me as my anchor. Above all hope, desire and restitution my relationship with God, real and authentic, is worth a thousand days of darkness. He is ever faithful, ever true.
He tells me I deserve His love - a love relationship He died for.
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