What is it in my being that hides the fight and desire to be loved and accepted by God? I watch the Holy Spirit pursue me, pursue those I lead and pursue those I follow. His faithful chase is not hindered by my hatred, ambivalence, lack of faith or refusal to trust Him.
"Prayer of any kind and about any subject delights God's heart. The Lord desires for us to want Him, adore Him, thank Him, need Him, and love Him." [Dan Allendar] This sounds alot like what I want from Him. I hope to be desireable to Him.
That is an amazing thought, idea and fact. This is a fact in my life as I have watched God reward my attention, faithfulness and pursuit of Him. I have felt the purity of His love and yet I still struggle trusting Him. I ask Him to continue to reveal, conform, instruct, guide, heal, bless, convict and comfort me.
I am learning that I can trust Him to enter my situations to accomplish what He desires. I don't know why or how but I do know God intensely loves me without provocation.
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